went to Cherating Kuantan last 2 fridays ago with all the malay colleagues. to be honest, i was a bit hesitant to go on the trip.. i didn't really mix around with them and was uneasy at the thought of spending 3 days together with relatively unknown people... but my doubts were unfounded... I had a blast with this group.. had fun with them. crazy bunch of peeps... especially the 2 guys that i shared my room with, keyzan and zack... haha.. you can say that i bonded quite abit with them and also the rest of the "singles" in the group... most of them girls lah ;) haha... but don't worry, being the innocent guy that i am, i kept my distance from them.... heh...

work is stressful as usual.... calling up and emailing exhibition organisers can be such a pain in the arse... some of them can be so ridiculously difficult to work with that i feel like whacking them sometimes.... although i know i can't do that.... cause its not professional and some of them are simply too far away for me to whack... imagine thailand, vietnam etc... haha... we are still some way off our target... and the clock is ticking down always.... but its a great experience for me, doing something that i've never done or learnt before. thats always good, learning something new. my only worry is whether i am able to perform and meet up to people's expectation.... cause sometimes i juz feel that people expect abit too much of me... wrong, i think most of the time.... many people think too highly of me... and i don't know why... i'm juz a normal dude trying to survive, trying to be accepted.... but they think i'm some kind of fantastic worker, able to perform miracles.... and i'm always afraid if i fail, that these people will be extremely disappointed.... oh wells....